Kaffir- non-believer, one without religion

Is there a heaven for me.   

Is there a heaven for the child of the sun.

Who walks not on the path of Christ.

Is there a heaven for me.

Is there a heaven for he who bows to the many supreme,

and worships in abundance.

Is there a heaven for me.

Lack of baptism is my damnation,

so it is said.

From ear to ear the word has spread.

Is there a heaven for me.

Is there a heaven for All within All.

Is there a heaven for the young god that is I.

The Man that will never fall.

I was indeed born with this bleak disguise. 

Trumultuous tones and sour goodbyes.

Is there a heaven for he who has lived a thousand lifetimes.

one without a religion, 

one without that decision.

shall i decide,

or shall i die.

Is there a heaven for those who have cried.

They sinned all their lives,

but at least they tried.

based on those who lead them

their hands were tied.

Is there a heaven for us all

only 144,000 receive the call.

They say “ye are Gods"

I know that at least, 

but will I make it to your holy feast.

i wear the lambs wool 

burnt brass for feet

Will i receive the pull, 

Why not?

Am i not as Jesus

was he not as I. 

The son of the All.

And soon enough i will die,

so what am i missing 

i have preached a message here and there

so why is my life not one that you can spare.

Either way, i believe  in no such thing.

In no such thing i believe.

When my soul begins to fade away.

I’ll gather my things, and just leave.

There’s a universe out there.

I guess that's my place. 

Is there a heaven for me,

I guess there’s no space. 

The Anaqim are watching down.

But their eyes aren’t on me.

The cherubim are calling out. 

Yet it is me they don’t see.

Its all good I now know

There is no heaven for me.

Its all good. 

My ancestors will pull me up. 

To this universe a gift i will be.

Forever through The All Expanding,

for I am it’s child,

If only you knew.