Anxiety tormented I walk amongst familiar strangers,
Searching for peace as chaos plays its sadistic chorus.
Dancing are the woes of my heart portraying images of negativity,
Stirring confusion I walk with no sense of direction.
Eyes of judgement peer into my soul as if
Plotting animosity against me,
Ready to cast stones at me,
Denying my existence for I am nothing like them.
The road becomes hazed,
And even though my destination is but a few paces ahead of me,
My blind faith causes me to lose focus.
Blind sided by misery I am beside myself,
Looking from the inside out I begin to pray,
"Heavenly Father hear my cries for help.
Confused are my steps overtaken by false hope.
Tainted anomalies stalk me like prey as I welcome their deceit.
Detour these negative feelings and awaken my self confidence to walk this path void of fear.
Strengthen my resolve to conquer self doubt,
Strengthen my resolve to vanquish anxiety
Strengthen my resolve to persevere and break these chains of self guilt.
In Jesus Name I pray. Amen
The road becomes clear,
My vision is restored.
The journey continues...