You saw their hatred
cruel into a little ball
They say be yourself
But you just want to fit in
feel your heart wanting to escape
Feeling it push against the skin
Holding it in
Keeping the feelings away
Is it normal to not have feelings
Or is it guilt of all those years
Running away!!
No keep the emotions hidden
If letting them out how to can you stop...
don't know how to deal with the pain
so long kept locked
Locked with a key that can't be found
Crying in darkness
Seeking for nothingness
Running from secrets
But the feelings
keeps on coming back
Wash them away
Lock them
Drown them
Please get rid of the feelings left inside
Pity of self harm
Calming you down
Yet left with the scars
Scars go on bleeding
Voices inside the head
Screaming as the scars keeps coming
No more emotions
No sorry or forgiveness
Just the scars
Just the blood