Messed up

I don't fit in
I never did
I tried so hard
when I was a kid
being too different
made a difference
from all the dirt
thrown on me
it was easy to see
I was the black sheep
I never gave a baa 
about diabolical people
deep in the molecules
in the depth of my follicles
to my story, there was always
a sequel, told 'em, I would
reach a million, from sum zero
left some in the dust and some 
in zero bellow, damn it got cold
left the fold, hit the road
packed bags and billfold
no friends needed
none were required
stay home, I play with fire
I'm the opposite of a riot
I'm quiet, only speak when
some one is speaking to me
the comeback is in the lay back
you can play but I don't play that
here's your game back
I'm a misfit in case you missed it
I never tweet my whereabouts
there's so many things, I don't 
care about or give any thought
don't keep messing with my heart
it's rage in a cage, you don't want to
let it loose, I take meds
with a little juice
I've been through
CHEER FOR ME
wipe your eyes, don't tear for me
I'm on one, on my way to two
by the time I reach 3
 I'll be through with you