The Girl Forever Changed

My virginity was stolen, only darkness and pain remains. Taken deep into the night, by a stranger named Dewayne. My mind hydroplaned in acid rain on the day his bastard child came. I WAS ASHAMED...I grimace at my body, it will never be the same. Is it even mine? Is it he or I to blame? Memories surge through my body, exploding grenades into my veins. Like Novocaine for tooth pain, I medicate to remain sane. With my innocence washed away, now my cross bears his name. Trying to live with no regrets. Signed, the girl forever changed.