just a phase

i hope this isnt another phase for us

like when girls kiss girls in high school or college 

i havent stepped on a school campus in nearly 10 years

im far from the experimenting stage

its time to put our experience to use and stop playing these childish games 

we already have 5 years invested are you willing to throw that away 

if so let me know before i fall 

expecting you to catch me and you're no where around

i hope this isnt another phase for us that will pass in a couple of days weeks for months 

i dont want to give up on us 

but this back and fourth is a bit much 

im giving us this final go if it doesnt work then i'll know being together wasnt meant for us