Alone

Got get this off my mind while i feel this. No more dealing with ill feelings and repressions. Conversations and empty discussions with no real consequences. Confessions falling on deaf ears and no one to really listen or care. ARE YOU THERE? Guess not you didnt answer...too busy with headphones on or buds in your ear. I said are you there? Guess not because you didnt respond oh yeah I forgot the tv was on. Not interested, not invested, not turned on or out. You dont even look up when i come around. So how do i do this how do i present this news? Do i shout it, say it quietly, write it down or act it out?  Burn the tv and radio or throw the entire game system out? Oh do I have your attention now? Now that your life is hanging from a single controller off the balcony of the 4th floor. Begging me to reel it in and lets talk this out? Now you want to know what i was talking about. Well its too late no time for talking now you see your Play Station just crashed...wow. your tv is next to go and i will follow, leaving you alone with your thought, dreams, wishes, prayers and cares. Leaving you alone now to realize that no one will care. Leaving you alone now like you left me only...your one and i am done.