would it still be right

Would it still be right 

Would I still be consider 
A strong woman 
If I put aside my hurtful  
Feelings 
Can I block this feeling
The come and go thoughts 
Of you 
Sharing Dna and sheets 
Intimate moments you and I shared 
I have to live with the fact 
You wanted it with someone 
Else other than me 
Am I making a foolish mistake 
Am I doing the right thing 
Will I be able to trust 
Your words 
Your feelings 
Will I get lost in my thoughts 
Image of another woman with 
You that's not me 
Will I be able to accept your 
Wrongs 
Will I even be satisfied with your 
Right 
Is this considered holding you 
Down 
When I have to lay with a lie 
Put my feelings aside 
Erase the pain 
Look through them guilty eyes 
Knowing things change 
Between you and I 
Is this right choice 
For my heart internally 
Is this love eternity