battle of heart and mind (part 2)

i decided to follow my heart and it only ended up broken 

i saw signs that i ignored 

i convinced myself that you had changed in the amount of time that has passed 

i thought some distance would do good

but 

it only gave you time to plot and execute your plan 

payback for relocating with our son in tow 

you knew the only way to hurt me was to prey on my heart 

you succeeded 

you secretly won the battle that was going on between my heart and mind

sad to say i was prepared 

i made moves making sure i wasn't at a total loss

who really won in the end