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Skin color manila, still considered a . I see my peers pop these pills that leave them lookin like thrilla. One of inspirations passed, but yall inlove with his boxing. Used to contribute to amerikkka by cookin up steven HAWKing. Coughing up all this tar from lungs as they collapsin. Talking as ill quit smokin but for today im relapsin. Anxiety still fills my chest, its hard to get to relaxing. Put the guns n drugs down, as the robber gets to unmasking. They described my actions in the paper sociopathic and cruel. They aint know it was a child that only did what he knew. Skipped class, dropped outta school, instead of asking for help. Finally i awaken, now im educatin myself. Got stories i wish i could tell, but thats self incrimination. Karma came back and hit me, learned life will be what u make it. Im trying not to abuse it, trying to take it to music. Trying to get to college, they not trynna hear my two sense. They listenin for the amusement, im makin it for the movement. "Ur militant, ur racist" well *** it i guess if the shoe fits ! Bruthas Thats gettin targeted, bothered, nobody fathered em. Hot headed, and always gone cuz momma was always hollerin. Had problems most couldnt contemplate, my chest feelin a constant ache. If i dont love u i cant *** u, thots never could make me ovulate. The look that always was on my face, lyin about whats on my brain. Acting like it was all okay, really my mind was all in raged. I had pain u couldnt fix witta band aid or a kiss. Mannn im 19 growin grey hair, been stressin since i was a kid.... Im done lol bad day.