Childless Father

Growing kicking moving to see you ball up was a thrill,finally I have my own family seemed unreal,knowing you were mine was a deal,never to see your face or smile brung me chills,in my arms lifeless made me want to kill,anger sorrow made a hole in my heart like a drill,death the hardest pill to swallow ,going to wake up not seeing you tomorrow,long days and nights of you gone will follow,pity is now my new child cause losing a child forever is dark place I wallow.