Read my lips
For my heart is a trip
Nobody sees my loss as it flips
Smile full of pain
Tears become my daily strain
Keeping my mind sane
So much I carry upon my shoulders
Seeking truth yet they lie as I get older
Fighting darkness inside can be hard for a soldier
Feel together only to be broken
Negativity always spoken
Friends family relationship can be a token
life can’t be fair
For people I see barely care
Going on and on until my last
Running from a forgotten past
No patience around me only to be fast
One day I shall pay
A man like me will stray
All I can do is keep my eyes on God and pray.