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I loved you but I really didnt like myself. It wasnt the image of me but the one projected on top of me. With the wrong projection, you can go from project to project and never project who you really are.
You feel the violence. The kind you receive from other projections in the project. The violence is intimate, the kind that you feel because you have been stabbed 32 times in the name of love and most of them stab wounds are tracing a dotted pattern around your heart.
Sorry to be blunt and I will leave the wordplay there.
I love you but enough not to date you, not to love you. But to admire you as we run through this world in search for our better selves.
