Drilling ME!(01/01/16)

Get it off me! I don't want it!

Can't take it! No longer fake it!

My inward becomes outward

My strength has turned coward

What was so sweet has now turned sour,

Completely devoured.. It...has...lost..power!

I've endured, endured, dished out, endured

Being forced back, I just want to move forward.

Starting to feel as if i've been preyed upon..lured

Lured into a broken home

Used to feel like a queen..I now feel dethrowned!

From my heart to my chest I can feel it in my bones!

Litterally                 has never been more real to me!

I used to be the illest                   now I am just ill to me!

I thank God for my strength... this relationship is killing me..

This thing called life is constantly, continuously, drilling me, drilling me, drilling me!!