searching for the light

Searching for the Light

How much longer I'm I to wander in the dark

Knowing the way out I must trust and choose the words of God

As a child I learned the 23rd Psalms

And now as an adult I get the verses all wrong

He stated several times I'm never alone

Yet there are times I struggle to belong

For if indeed He is my shepherd

Then why does it seem I can't suit up in His Armour 

Why must it be so difficult seeing the light

Why so many do overs in trying to get it right

How much longer must I be in the dark

Needing a glimpse of light to lessen the wrongs in my heart

Feeling as if I'm under a demonic attack

Searching for light but all I see is black

He said come unto me and I will give you rest

Yet I'm growing weary while searching my best

Keeping my mind stead on Him

Hoping for light even if it's dim

It'll lead to the path straight and narrow

Then surely at end the light will glow

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