the day you died I died too

 heart  bound to the 
rhythm of  sickness
A parasite roaming in paradise
 consuming  my soul
eyes cast toward dawning day 
So fed up of the lies of light
I rather buried  what's left in me 
To give you life 
emblazoned scars
the callous cold love 
a dream is snuffed, 
I'm trying my hardest not to give up
My steel  heart still ache 
Wishful antidote of 
Spoonful presence of you would be great 
My limbs are weak
Before me I pray for u to return to me 
Mother Unrequited love