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Fighting before and after Sexing
Ignored for a minute, in the next, Texting
Sweating bout’ Blocked Calls, while reminiscing
Forgiving yet never forgetting, savoring misery
Forgetting how -come deeds were ever even forgiven?
Nevermore are promises broken swiftly from sticking
Sick to the stomach, from all this grieving, misgivings
Believing it better to suffer thru discreetly, enduring pain
Counseling sought, watching soap opera offerings, repeatedly
Staging one act plays in front, of select audiences for approval
Talking down significant others’ like blowing out candle-lit flames
Putting posts on social media about anniversaries never consummated
Anticipating what-ifs instead of seeing what’ s not romantically relevant
Irreverent to feelings being caught or misplayed, made in the shade
You won is all that remains, gaming on emotions put on for display
Tears fall throughout loves’ coldest winter, shrouding seasons of decline
Founded on unattainable notions, fought out in mental plus spiritual confines
Earth, Wind & Fire are the reasons that impact our loving lost frames of time
There can be no recovery while constantly haunted by a schizophrenic love sick mind !
