If Only

emotional regrets all those times we know we should have said something but, regretfully we did not, perhaps it was just a simple...I'm sorry" sadly tho, it's easier to lie and say "I LOVE YOU" then to admit we were wrong about something so wasteful and useless why do we wait until it's just too damn late to even communicate our feelings even if the other person does not react to our actions, time has changed things forever and we will forever be changed we wanted to win but we have lost again truthfully all is lost, there is no win, in these situations, denying pent up frustration motionless, with that look upon our face staring out into space, wishing time could just erase and replace the props on the stage again, we made a mistake, we need a do over, alone in need of a friend to come over, empty inside staring at a cracked half full glass, it's not a time to be sober, we must forget what we are so desperately trying not to remember counting down the days, only time can put it behind us, but today will always remind us, of what matters the most if only...if only my homie, we would have spoke