Ocean

you left me standing
I had to sit down
think for a minute
get my thoughts together
google the weather
coat or the sweater
winter time always
creeps up behind me
taps me on the shoulder
sending chills down my spine
like it's going to happen again
that's fear easing ITS way in
always making random excuses
like...It's about to rain
"I think I left my windows down"
feeling like, I'm falling down
trying to ground myself
thanking God, this glass
is not enough to drown myself
so just for today, I'll kill my sorrows
hoping that you're the last person
on earth, that I'll see tomorrow
everyone knew but no one
bothered to tell me, to look
in the mirror and see the humiliation
running down my face like
falling leaves from shaken tree's