Me & My Honey Jack: Night 1

in a weird way
i feel like you never existed
how can this be when i took part in creating you
making sure you we able to come into this world
now you're gone
as if you didn't exist
this is some
a hard pill to swallow
Jack Daniels make it easier
but then

i get to thinking
and

all of it becomes severe
I try to switch gears
but
im stuck
what the fu(k