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Called her a few times, even went by her crib. Saw her car outside, she gotta be in the bed. Na, she at least text a saying she cool, my anxiety starting to creep up, wtf should I do? Why she acting brand new? Imma go get the keys from Fahj and just go up through. Got all the way to the crib and couldn't move. Now I left my keys and phone in the whip, prepared to carry this . Got stopped dead in my tracks, her lips blue n . We staring at each other for what seemed like forever, damn Elese, it wasn't that bad was it, I mean could have gotten better. 2 rifles laying on her body, and a box of bullets, with her favorite picture of happily ever after. The smell in the house almost sent me straight to the toilet. Tried to pull her out the closet, was heavy af, I just ran out the crib, this too much. I remember exactly what you had on... my curly Keshia. I pray everyday your soul is saved, Lord I beseech you. I'll never forget Feb 15, 2014... I remember it like yesterday, had blood on my sleeves. 🙇🏾