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This morning I really felt it
The thoughts felt like kibble and bits
Felt like dog S#!T
This nightmare I had was like no other
Getting blasted in front of my family felt like a black cloud hover
Blood everywhere
Saw tears in their eyes stream farewell
This nightmare felt too real
In the dream couldn't even enjoy my last meal
The sadness on their faces
Kept running in my mind like stealing all bases
Dreams shouldn't cause fear while we sleep
Nightmare are dreams dark and deep
All day I've had this pain in my chest
Well today I took this chance to address
This dream I had to confess
Does this mean I'm going to die young?
This nightmare has messed with my mind all morning
Heart is heavy with pain like its really mourning
I wish everyone knew the pain I feel on a daily basis
Living day by day like tying shoelaces
I would like to disappear and visit different places
Where no one knows me and I do know their faces
I'll learn knew knowledge leaving no traces
Not like these wanna be scientist
All racing to the finish line to be finalist
I want to race thru this planet like a cyclist
People come to me like I am their psychiatrist
Would like to get all my blood together and form alliances
Reach the top and let them know I am their lioness
Eliminate all these followers with a minus
