Nightmares

This morning I really felt it

The thoughts felt like kibble and bits

Felt like dog S#!T

This nightmare I had was like no other

Getting blasted in front of my family felt like a black cloud hover

Blood everywhere

Saw tears in their eyes stream farewell

This nightmare felt too real

In the dream couldn't even enjoy my last meal

The sadness on their faces 

Kept running in my mind like stealing all bases

Dreams shouldn't cause fear while we sleep

Nightmare are dreams dark and deep

All day I've had this pain in my chest

Well today I took this chance to address

This dream I had to confess

Does this mean I'm going to die young?

This nightmare has messed with my mind all morning

Heart is heavy with pain like its really mourning

I wish everyone knew the pain I feel on a daily basis

Living day by day like tying shoelaces

I would like to disappear and visit different places

 Where no one knows me and I do know their faces

I'll learn knew knowledge leaving no traces

Not like these wanna be scientist

All racing to the finish line to be finalist

I want to race thru this planet like a cyclist

People come to me like I am their psychiatrist

Would like to get all my blood together and form alliances

Reach the top and let them know I am their lioness

Eliminate all these followers with a minus