My secret. Part 1

Feb. 21, 2016 Dear Diary, Today I got to see him. He gives me the world that I've been craving. The looks, brains, stability, and wealth. Every woman's desire. His smile sends shockwaves throughout my body allowing the inner me to feel moist. Hmm...this man has me whipped. Am I sane for falling so deep? He is mine. My present and future for eternity. How can I take what's mine when he loves someone else. I've watched him day and night, I know what he likes and he will know soon. Staring out the window of my apartment isn't enough. I have to touch him, feel his breath close to me. I have to know his name. First I have to get rid of the woman that lies next to him. This is the only way we can be together. My hands left sweat prints on the window as I watched him make love to this woman. I felt empty. That should be me. The tears flowed as I seen him thrust himself deeper into her. I couldn't watch. I turned my back against the window and slid down onto my bottom and rocked until I fell asleep. To be continued....