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My mind is so blank
Like a lonely fish swimming in a huge tank
Lately I been feeling like a robbing a bank
Should be easy right
Go right in and come out fully loaded
Doing some research on vaults that been exploded
Then my life at the least would be golden
Not even stressing of the money I'd stolen
Ahhhhhh, so nice to dream
Would be awesome if I had the right team
Without a doubt I would pull off this scheme
But why get a team if every team has a snake
You know the one that is down and toward the end starts to break
My words would flow easier if I drank
Wine coolers, beer, shots or even champagne
Making all these words in my brain
Pour onto this site like acid rain
Verbally speaking while I am typing just to drain
Emotionally conflicts and pain
That to me seem so humane
I would feel better than natural gas
Sometimes I put myself down like a jackass
Minimizing my life like looking through tainted glass
It's not low self esteem that I have inside
Pain that doesn't allow me to exercise
Anger is all I realize
Daydreaming of a day in paradise
What do I have to do to sacrafice
I am tired of this hidden device
