Jibberish

My mind is so blank

Like a lonely fish swimming in a huge tank

Lately I been feeling like a robbing a bank

Should be easy right

Go right in and come out fully loaded

Doing some research on vaults that been exploded

Then my life at the least would be golden 

Not even stressing of the money I'd stolen

Ahhhhhh, so nice to dream 

Would be awesome if I had the right team

Without a doubt I would pull off this scheme

But why get a team if every team has a snake

You know the one that is down and toward the end starts to break

My  words would flow easier if I drank

Wine coolers, beer, shots or even champagne

Making all these words in my brain

Pour onto this site like acid rain

Verbally speaking while I am typing just to drain

Emotionally conflicts and pain 

That to me seem so humane

I would feel better than natural gas

Sometimes I put myself down like a jackass

Minimizing my life like looking through tainted glass

It's not low self esteem that I have inside

Pain that doesn't allow me to exercise

Anger is all I realize

Daydreaming of a day in paradise

What do I have to do to sacrafice

I am tired of this hidden device