imma go hard...

They say you can't teach an old dog a new trick, I guess they just stuck in their ways
I can't tell you about job,
But I know crime pays
I be perplexed everyday
While my temper be ablaze ...
I'm just trying to feed my kids and make it up out of this maze
It's like a boat ,in the middle of the sea,with no captain, wind blowing fiercely, tossing and turning, drifting in all directions, according to the air,not knowing which way to go,
And when I finally get hope
It's like Hades know, because demons be waiting soon as I open the door,
Declaration about the money I could be making,
While Greed persuading me it all will be gravy
But never admonished me about all the altercations, segregations, or how big of the risk im taking
But when I go, Imma go hard
I got to make sure the risk is worth the reward, if it wasn't , i just would of got an job,
I came up with an conclusion, hustling is engraved in my heart, had an splendid head start, from watching my fam play they part, I don't believe in nothing I hear nor see because these days it could be an mirage, because I know life is hard, but all you got to do is stay down, and play your part, if you think you ready just hit start, but take my advice just put it in park!!