Desperation

To feel this vast of empitness

As if riding solo on the last bus

Negativty on constant flow

No one's my companion not even the lonely crow

Where are my friends, they do a no show

Could it be that I am really alone though

Have aquaintances around me, but will they help me grow

Into books I devour my mindset

Into engaging new knowledge I take a new step

Friends come around to bring you down

In their time of need they want you around

In your time of desperation everyone's a ghost town

Do not know if in this poem Im using proper nouns

Always finding myself alone with a break down.