Holistic

when I was happy
someone was there
when I was happy
I had no cares
when I was happy
those I loved were alive
no one had yet died
when I was happy
I had no reason to cry
unless I felt warm inside
when I was happy
I never contemplated
nor thought of suicide
when I was  happy
everything was fine
when I was happy
I always ate ice cream
and had smiley face dreams
when I was happy
I had no reason to scream
every thing was safely serene
when I was happy
I had strong bonds
nothing could come between
have not been happy in a long
time, ever so thankful for my
sound mind to pursue my own