Medicine

This unseasoned and virgin wastrel of a wayfarer (hidebound and tethered like a yoked oxen) to the meaningless motions of modern-day muggle affairs. He wants to be out-sourced into a hidden dimension of magic and mysticism, which current existence bereft of depth of meaning and resistant to the sieve of pensiveness extant within my rather inquisitive nature. His Goliath mental precocity seems poisoned by the establishmentarian daggers and darts of capitalism, conformism, consumerism, et cetera, which codas and strictures pummel and punish the child-like speculation into pulverized powder. He who must not be named perchance took refuse inside my scarred refuse of a somewhat demure, obedient and passive patron of civilization, which numerous decades of subservience to said crass commercialization and deification of material acquisition, yet still decries the trappings of modern day Westernization and seeks even a rudimentary defense against what I properly identify as the dark and sinister arts of artifice and claptrap. No easy way to offer you an abridged version (and brook those undercurrents of riptides) that wreak havoc and deliver nothing but hard times (by ens) to this writer and kin. I constantly feel rent asunder and whipped this way and that (by abysmal fate) in what most likely appears to be beyond the ability to function, yet someone (by the grace of some divine force and faith in inherent strength) perform requisite duties to be adumbrated as this online rapport evolves. How this impasse and quagmire bogs me down (near to the point of emotional, mental and spiritual suffocation) requires a friendship to be established. Best for this moderately agitated guy (which psychic state exemplified via frenetic and jangling prose) to attempt a summarization of this dire dilemma back some years from the here and now. The bitter pill of an existence fraught with emotional peril prods me to rely on that Darwinian survival of the fittest psychological/ spiritual modus operandi/ modus endive je nais sais quois faith on inherent good humor (since laughter touted as the best medicine) to cope amidst adversity, cruelty, enmity…