Adding and Subtract

How many times have you seen me crying how many times have you asked me why how many times have you pass me by how many times have you asked me am I alright how many times have you seen me down how many times have you helped me up off the ground how many times have you seen me go without how many times have you helped me out how many times have you seen me going through things how many times have you said I hope things get better for you instead of praying that they do how many times have I shared with you what I'm going through how many times have you said good luck with that and gave me a pat on the back how many times have you seen me smothered in my suffering and you hesitate to bring me back as if "do not resuscitate" was written on my forehead now I have one more question for you how many times have you witnessed me bleeding and left me for dead ...way too many times I dread