control

In the beginning everyone misunderstood

Everywhere I felt I was being pulled

Wanted to say so much in such little time

Although in reality I would never speak one line

Sad to say I bottled up all my emotions

Packed it tight late at night and tossed it in the ocean

Proudly I yelled you will never catch me open

My heart now hollowed out like a dusty old pit

It’s a gift and a curse I am willing to take

I will rest assured knowing I took control of my fate

My very being I will worry about later on

As of now I am standing here faithful and strong