buried friendship

              Growing old
Allow you to keep your pain alive
You seem to find joy and excitement
           To hide the hurt
You became a mystery to me
I swore we had a connection
I sympathized with you
I tried to understand you
Most importantly I stood by you
When you were at your lowest
Every time I speak through loving words
You get upset then become angry
I out stretched my hand to many times
     You choose to slap it down
Friendship is a secret never to be told
Friendship is a hand to hold when things are so rough
Friendship is someone to laugh with not at you
How can friendship equality
Just turn into nonexistence
                    Did I miss something?