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I hate to see my mother cry
even though I know I caused
the pain in her eyes
I be so hateful but regretful
it's so painful to let go
of vengefulness still I rather
pick up a pen then a firearm
shoot and be on the run
living like a fugitive isn't
much fun coz, sooner or later
the whale will give you up
no longer harboring a fugitive
the good book says you better
honor your mother and some
gibberish about the father
trouble will follow you your
whole life I've had it double
your honor I'll take
triple life over death
sit and write in my cell
all night sharpen a toothbrush
incase my cellmate want to rush
sometimes my mind ain't right
and I pray and I hold on
to things that will make me
strong again mamma
I once said I hate you
that was so disrespectful
so for that I'm sorry and yes
I'm so regretful maybe it's
too late, I may have sealed
my fate turned over to a
reprobate mindset trying to go
back to retract would be like
a trigger calling the bullet back
I have to live with the effect
