Damn if I don't

it's so hard to write it
how I would recite it
if I threw a recital
all would be invited
jut to hear me say my
favorite word...Damn
snaps, claps and applause
from fans and loved ones
I would speak so loud
up high above the crowd
who came to see me fly
into rage up on a stage
turning page after page
in my scratch pad, more
humble as a bubble bee
who has lost its stinging
until the fat ladies singing