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You've offered me
Enormous deformities while forming me
Beyond abysmal diction dysmorphia see
You had my soul engorged
See how scorched my endorphins be
You didn't count how profound OR pronounced
My abounding force would be
As my semantics are antics of sorcery
I propose prose composed
To be sewn and woven awesomely
I cry and moan yet remain sane morally
With anger and rage I was once engaged
As my hearts darkness had grown enormously
And imparted a darkened heart of enormity
But became vacuous even fatuous purportedly
Emotions of loathing & disdain remained, horridly
Hurting me much more horribly
Yet LETTING GO was seen to be affordably
And it afforded me
To try it, and like it like a Lycan
Like I did non-conformity
So I'm more mellow as my soul bellowed
And left behind much coarse debris
Because my perceptual flaws were on course
To force me into the hands of authority
As my old path of wrath
Had burned me to the fourth degree
Now I take pills of peace, orally
Remaining sane in this mundane plane
And offer myself cordially
Enjoying this existence
Because I see Gaias beauty
As a scene that's seen gorgeously
And I FEEL my precious presence
Has NEVER lessened
And I'm effectively expressing my lessons sonorously
And as a part of hearts catharsis
I grew to harness the darkness cautiously
NOW I'M forcibly endorsing ME
Not endorsing FORCE
But morphing into a mega force
Like a red dwarf coursing me
Which is why, OF COURSE I BLEED
And my mental glossary, continues to sift and sit through
As I spit through sinews, and flipped views remorsefully
But NOW I gotta exit this perplexed wit
As my next wic, shall be my nexus
So open your third eye
But first relax your solar plexus!
~SkTzO~
