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#Pain
K.Caliber
No more talk about the differences between you and I
You're gone
My image committed suicide
Life now is truly do or die
So fucc it I'm here
Opinions of me I no longer fear
Being so Self conscience i'm so Sicc and tired
Of being sicc and tired
that im tired of gettin sicc of it
So I now just walk around with my life experiences and personality attached to my hip
like there's armor piercing rounds in a very long clip
Welcome to my pain
Pain we all go through it
Pain we all use to it
Play wit it and watch it ruin you
What you know about pain
The pain of losing my 1st friend
My 1st ***
My 1st love
The pain of knowin she was gonna my wife
The agony of her abusive boyfriend takin her life
The pain of becoming exactly what I hate
The pain of knowing I'm so scarred that it's a chore just to date
The pain of a lookin you dead in your eyes sayin she loves you
The pain of knowing she a snake
and all that "love" is for show ;WWE script her love fake
The pain keeps me paranoid uneasy
So I'm strapped in prayin somebody
Clap me in to a coma
This kinda pain causes madness
Im probably gonna snap at any moment
Just another jersey
Emotionally lost
Tryin figure out where my peace went
Lookin to God like where were my blessings sent
See I feel pain a little different
As man I ain't suppose to let it surface
So I try not make eye contact often
Cuz you'll see heartache written all on sir face
Destination hell once my body's in a coffin
The pain of realizing all ya trust issues started wit ya father
The pain of really only lovin the based on obligation
use to send me straight to voicemail without hesitation
This hurt but guess I had to sit and take the lesson
You ever sleep with the pain of knowing the ya mother don't know bout you would break her heart
Hella secrets over a couple decades i could tell her but why start
Why start the process of our relationship breaking apart
The pain of ya friends dying over pride and the hood
The pain of dealin with a basic who was once a woman so good
The pain of being so great wit words
But can't find to say to comfort a friend who lost a parent
It's apparent
pain is here stay
And they keep tellin me the strong will always find a way
But what if I'm weak and told you I got this belt round my neck tell me
what the *** would or could you say
Cuz death is Tony the Tiger the startin to look GRRRREAT!
