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Case of the Ex
K.Caliber
Let me tell about this
She that ex that never wants you happy
She manipulative jealous and catty
Every time I find a little peace she
Come Knockin like "waddup zaddy"
I just wanna live leave me alone Dee Dee
She play too much ***in with my mind
Jealous of my girl, she knows I'm in love but got me thinkin I'm blind
Dee got me second guessing everything
I told her that I wanna marry my girl
I don't need you no more especially after all you put me through
She laughed like " you stupid, yea she love you but you wanna give this chick you're last name and she ain't IN love with you"
Now Dee Dee got me emotionally ***ed lookin at my girl like I'm in love with you but you can't say the same
Yet you state you're ready to carry my last name
Dee a hurtful
Type to kick a while he's down and
Type to remind a of pain from the past and
Like "So shawty not in love with you but at least y'all slam dance on the reg. Oh wait nevermind wasn't she on some for the last 2 and half weeks
Tellin you you were gettin the cheeks but instead you had to settle for givin her head, and you in the bathroom, Porn Hub witcha man in hand GotDamn lmao, you act like you ain't seen this episode before last that played that role had you changing diapers on a baby that wasn't yours"
Now she got mentally ***ed lookin at my girl
Like if it ain't my then who's you on
I should emotionally detach but if I don that everything will go wrong,
but Dee planted the seed it takes some time to grow but how long
The more I think of reasons for it not be true Dee just says "different artist same song"
She tryin *** up my happiness
And makes too much damn sense
I send messages that explain exactly how I feel about her
All I really get is that she loves what comes with me and honestly that hurts
And make matters worse
She states you only get 3 real loves in life
Her roster has K, Matt, and Jordon
I don't even know if I'm 4th and I'm sittin here wantin her as my wife
I stay quiet and keep this to myself cuz I've learned my feelings ain't important
I don't wanna be a wolf with a heart colder than the winter
But Dee has a way the words and somehow always ends up as the winner
Why does it seem as she has a mindset
That my happiness is something she has to hinder
But what if Dee is actually tryin to show me something I was truly blind to
What if my girl now sees me as a rebound
Sees me as the total package but still views me as a ***in clown
She may not wanna take me from the kids since our connection is so profound
Pissed at the fact that Dee could be right
And this is a re-aired episode
Should I change the channel or follow the yellow brick road
Should I tell my girl everything I'm being told
Dee Dee is depression and this is gettin old
I just wanna know one thing
Is you hatin or helpin?
I look at baby girl as blessin
And ya interference got me second guessin
I know you ***in with me is addin to her stress
And now her stress got me stressin
You the reason I'm always drained
You the reason I've been pained
You got me feeling like just cuz she ain't ***in me she runnin game
So what happens? I begin to detach which in return Makes her think the same
So now she'll question every dame and I'll feel like she'll bust it open for every lame in your phone
I can't stay happy for
She thinking I'm them past s
I'm thinkin she them past es
We both suffer from depression
Dee Dee the side hoe just ***in us both
Dee got her tellin me all the that my mind I understands but makes my heart wanna cuss
Her past relationships make me nauseous
Knowin she was in love wit s who did her dirty makes me wanna off
Selfish feelin like that love I deserve that
If she was bald I would give her hair off my damn back
I'm in love but she just loves me so if I was hit bleedin reachin for my life would she pick up and let that gun clap
Prolly not
I wouldn't blame her though
She love me so she'll miss me if I go
But she'll move on
Mother of 3 so baby gotta be strong
I need her in my life
She gotta be this crazy 's wife
Dee prolly got her think that she shouldn't get comfortable this gonna leave
A girlfriend with 3 kids this prolly can't breath
I love him but fear fallin in love with him
because of the way that I loved them
I was done dirty so my love is prolly a sin
He's everything I wanted in those men
But the way my life setup I wasn't meant to win
I can't fully understand why he gave me his heart like its a gem
That's a responsibility I wasn’t prepared for
He came outta nowhere
These walls of protection won't allow me to give him more
And I want to, he deserves that
He's the total package supportive, loving, and a super dad
He loves the *** outta my kids
If anyone or anything threatened harm our way I know for a fact he'll probably split few wigs
I don't wanna drive him away
honestly never had man love me in every way
I'm stressing tryin to figure out how to be me but make sure he's gonna stay
I wanna complain but it might drive him insane
Feelin like cuz I'm not fully over my past
It's to a point where I feel like I'm tellin Keith you can kiss my ass
But that's not the case I wish God provided a "how get over him" class
I need him in my life
I gotta be this crazy 's wife
Dee Dee gloats, I did it again placed doubt in his mind he'll struggle to keep it in check
Because he loves her in every aspect
That I know as a fact
I cant stand seeing him happy
I'll put any idea in his head to make his day crappy
She wrote him "her confession"
Hmm So let me bring up past issues to have his mind tell his heart this is a repeated lesson
Fastest way to make Keith miserable
Is to confuse him in the emotional
This operation is so precise it's surgical
See Caliber your Insecurities will keep me close you
I just hope she's not strong enough to push thru it
I'm hatin on her and helpin myself
I'm curse and your blessin
So I hope that answers your question
I hope you know you'll always love depression
