- looking in the mirror it's he I see looking back at me,
- should'nt be he he sees looking back at Jnx,
- not this bum I've become wanting to be a f**king G,
- a chump I'd slump looking so f**king weak,
- can't believe this son of a b*tch is f**king me,
- a coward who ran from his f**king dream,
- use to be lyricaly Jnx was a f**king beast,
- now I ain't in the studio letting nothing leak,
- ain't my home where my youngin sleep
- and she the only one that has any true love for me,
- I don't understand what the f**k is up with me,
- I'd do anything to change this f**king speach,
- why does it f**king seem,
- soon as I feel I'm bout to change and convert it,
- someone or something comes and deverts it,
- f**ks around and hurts it,
- shoots it down and merks it,
- these serpents interpret,
- them selves as the perfect person to work with,
- myself on my own life I've deserted and cursed it,
- my little girl and my talent to word sh*t,
- with music and her the perks are worth it,
- just got to find myself and the lost encuragement,
- look up hight and brush off the birdsht,
- get my life back and furnish it,
- make sure to secure one to her fit,
- getting back on beat cuz I deserve it,
- they can tell me to go to hell but I've already endured it,
- now I'm willed to surface and reserve the third gift,
- a beautiful word BLISS.