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I’ve been drinking more,
I can’t resist the taste of drowning out the pain
The wondering, hurting, unanswered questions...
This is driving me insane.
But this drink, …
This is just soooo damn good.
It’s drowning out the noise.
I feel like its reaching my soul.
This is deep.
The color of it just reaches my taste buds in no other way.
I get lost as I lift the glass to my lips.
The taste.
I stare at the bottom of the glass, as I’m sipping…
It’s almost gone..
Hell yeah that’s it, my temporary fix
I’ve been drinking more.
Everyday it’s something new. Stronger
It’s easing my pain, my heartache.
I love how it treats me.
It caresses my inner evil thoughts,
It cleanses me of any pain from my past.
A couple of shots, I am were I want to be fast.
I’ve been drinking more,
I am not ashamed to say it,
It makes me feel sick, slight headaches
This habit isn’t easy for me to kick
Until it almost killed me , my self-esteem,
Me, who I was, I’m ashamed .
To say, my drink ,it wasn’t just a drink
This drink actually had a name.
