cried lastnite : wishing i was inside twilight. reality is boring give my mind something so that i can brain storm. Im different from the norm , miracles is what i yearn nothing happens so all of my dreams just burn. Im goin in circles tryin to break the cycle and turn , why am i constantly goin through the same thing when my lesson has been learned?. god what are trying to tell me! im falling in this hole i been prayin but it feels like you've failed me. giving up to bail me out these trials i knew life was gonna get hard . im grown but i can hear the inside child asking for a hand. the prayer box is locked i must of been banned. im running pass quick sand : too late my troubles sucked me In. i see eyes of a beauty ... its probably a Deman disguised as a Angel tryin to kill me. Because she gave me love that filled me up then left now im so ***ed up. i dont wanna be sober yes i am soldier im just tryin to ease my mind since life got colder. wheres my bella ?? cry on my shoulder