Make Room to Fill

It's said that one must make room for those things desired

So,

For as long as I can remember

From When the void first began to manifest itself in my emotions, my demeanor, my personality, my decisions

Was when I began to reduce my dreams, reduce my vision, limit my thinking, dim my light, deny myself of evolving into my true greatness,   

I believed that if I reduced my self enough, if I made myself small enough,

That I was allowing room for that void to be filled with that special type of love ordained to be given by only a father  

I was making room to receive a Father’s Love 

But from a lover..... 

Always being left unfulfilled

Because the void was never filled

~Honey J