Sometimes, when I am alone and walking
I'll rise my hand to my chest, and feel my heart beat
Listen to my every breath
yes, I am still alive.
I feel movement, fluid so soft yet forceful
the skin below my fingertips swaying wit each stride
My breasts do not heave out of clothing purposely.
With each breath they rise to life
Welcomed for speculation , and despite sexual references
it was a most natural realization of being a woman
i am alive
i am.
and now as i sit here and write
my breathing slows and i take it all in , i exhale exhaustfully
making sure that all negativity is released
i am relaxed
i feel each breath move completely throughout my breath
to the tips of my fingers and toes back to my head
Maybe a new found motivation?
Yoga practice?
Downward dog..or child pose?
Always aware of my inner chakra
or maybe its just subconscious reassurance?
either way, i am alive