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Empty out your soul to experience the full ride of life.. No love, infatuation and def no deep connection with the opposite sex.. Interactions with people are overrated.. seemingly spinning you in circles like a looped track.. The feeling of disappointment just plays over and over and over again.. You extend your arms to grasp on to them and you find that they’re spinning the same wheel that is poisoning your heart and mind.. You weren’t always this person, didn’t always think this way but the aftermath from this individual is rusting out your morales like an old Buick.. Your heart doesn’t beat as fast for them, your patience with them has crumbled and the satisfaction you use to get from seeing them is tarnished.. No two people are the same but at times are alike but this one way communication has taken a huge toll on what we are, what we use to be and has ruined our path to happiness.. Pot holes and uneven asphalt seems to be the norm on this bumpy ride.. Jarring my thoughts, concern and questioning my loyalty.. Naw, not so much the loyalty but at times I feel unsure.. Unsure about why I continue to reach out knowing they’ll be an absence of a reply.. why am I always initiating? Why am I not a priority on the daily task? Why am I not the first person you reach out to when you rise in the am? The “message sent” with hours in between the reply has changed my DNA.. Continue to see me at 300 meters instead of 10 and I may just get further away.
