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.. a tired of the glass half full or even half empty.. either way you're only getting half the product.. whatever happened to that 100% solution? See you can search and search but not everyone is able to find that tangible perfection.. at times I've used a map, gps and even asked for directions but there's no gold at the end of my rainbow.. it seems like I always get the knock-off . Like some fakeJordan's or some cheaply Taiwan made toy.. don't I deserve happiness? Or even a person that understands how I feel, what I want and ultimately what I desire? I want to feel comfortable enough with my partner to share my deepest, darkest secrets with.. someone who won't judge or look at me differently.. I want to be able to express my joys, failures and issues with them without things leading to a heated discussion.. finding the person that knows when to be a set of ears when I need to vent and talking my head off with advice when I need help.. most importantly I desire someone who knows when I need what! See I've been With black, white, brown and everyone in between but through it all no one hit the top of the charts.. just your average "roll back" reduced Walmart items.. we all desire something real but when do we get our shiny new toy? Do we continue to search or do we patiently wait for this person to grace us with their presence? For once in my life I don't have the answer! Guess We'll all have to do what we think is best to locate this person. Honestly we could have come in contact with them but at times our vision is blurred by physical or financial limitations.. If we adjust our parameters, maybe it'll clear our distortion...
