196100
I was high this morning, drug free and my thoughts were potent. I had wisdom in my cleavage and passion pouring between my toes. I had on disco shoes and tantric bruises. I was in love with this thing called -------. You will in the blanks. I dont need to.
I was down this afternoon. I was spiraling nonstop, my feet were buried in being buried. I was surrounded by dirt and didnt see the sky anywhere. I was bathing in deceit. I was lying to myself. I wanted this lie and I was ok with it.I was chest deep in ----------.
So I was pretty much even today.
