7200
(already quite
a few years back
from July 2018!)
Please keep
the following
divulgence with
in the steel, or
iron made vault
of your psyche
for tis a woeful
dilemma that
spurs waxing
poetic and
prosaic to thee,
a gal whose
friendship this
schlemiel
would value
more than
fine spun gold!
Tis thee
marriage
with Abby
(not Amy -
as you miss
takenly typed)
that affects
me n my girls
with a
chronic ache
discordant
rancorous
dissonance
impinges
upon my
being as if...
the inner
complex edifice
of bone,
muscle
and sinew,
would clam
up and break
into count
less bits, none
no bigger
than a
snow flake.
a most
dismal rapport
or
lack thereof,
finds Eden
railing at
the birth
mother more
than fore
seen since
we moved here,
where absence
from
oppression viz,
sisters in law
no long gore
rant n rage
against us to
"leave",
obviously
gross dislike
of me some
what at
the core
well..they
always ranked
as icy cold
and an
utter boar.
countless
emotional
eruptions -
the latest
episode
occurred earlier
this late
afternoon,
whence snarling
voice mode
and/or early
evening found
vicious exchanges,
which showed
via red hot
poker rage
(from thine
eldest laments),
while "mother"
sat like a toad
stool, and most
likely heard
anguished
cries n sorrows
of grief as
Eden zeroed
in on the
objection how
this grown child -
for zee wife
overly dependent
while
unintentionally
mine ears
heard
an exchange
of scathing
comments
by me -
a generally
quiet natured gent
who feels
suitability
of myself
and mother
of me
precious progeny
totally
tubularly spent
thus, this papa
while situated
outback,
listening to
such maturity
from
thine eldest
(merely seeks
maternal nurture -
rarely felt
motherly love),
hence writes
for yourself
as a corporeal
woman less
prone 2 vent
expletives
at me -
accepting
where that
initial bad
romance from
this poker
face went.
...Matthew understands
YOUR LIFE
BOGGED DOWN
plus, you
may be
somewhat
unsure my aim
well...an
opportunity came
vis a vis -
yourself -
Deva Ossig -
(native to
Hamburg, Germany)
a lithesome frame
who, though
may lack passion
toward me - i
feel a bit lame
to communicate
creating a bond
(yes, i yam frank) +
earnest ma
middle name
okay, and
to be plain
take me
and don
the maternal
reinforcement
forsake of
my girls,
no matter
you might consider
this gibberish
jumble
an attempt
to convey
lack of shame!
