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Lots of women have this notion that they don’t mess up in relationships, but not you, you are different from the rest, you played your part and admitted your faults, and I respect you for that, but when weighed on the balance scale, I see that your truths outweighed his lies, and now it's up to me to balance things back out and make them even, see most men would call me captain save a hoe in this instance but that’s only because they can’t recognize a real woman, and really I can’t blame them, I mean you will never recognize grits when you’ve been eating cream of wheat all of your life, nor will a man recognize a wife when all he has done is play house, so let me express a word out my mouth that sometimes gets boiled over in our pride, I apologize, I apologize for the times he made you cry with balled fists covering your lens frames, so collect your tears in a glass jar and allow me to swallow his evil so I can piss it out later, I apologize, for all the late night excursions he left you for, to party with groups of s stuck in a club with other groups of s, baby you saved yourself is what I say, he just might’ve been gay, I apologize, for every time you opened up your legs to him and he didn’t know what he had, all he did was *** and leave, so allow me to *** you and pump you with my emotions, let me bathe your skin with a tongue that does more than talk, let me step in and walk in that , and if you don’t understand that, understand this, he just ran through it, but you can only appreciate nature when you walk it’s trails, I apologize, for everytime your I love you’s fell on deaf ears, so I open my ear to receive your words, and I keep spare hearing aids just in case mines one day goes away, and if I ever go blind, tattoo a love poem in braille from your breasts to your navel so my hands can communicate and lead me to your wishing well, and I wish you well when I run your water dry, Jack and Jill may have went up a hill to fetch a pail of water, but my love flows downhill to make our sons and daughters, I apologize, for all of his lies, but I will admit I will lie to, only my lies will be next to you when I’m done making love to you, when there’s a movie on, when there is no one you think is your best friend, I will lie next to you in my whole hearted truths, I apologize, for never taking breaks, never stopping the calls, never stopping the texts, and you ask why am I apologizing for that, it’s simple, even ordinary people need to rest between each breath, and since you take mines away, my asthma is problematic, but what is automatic is my love and passion for you, I apologize for the day I die in advance, I apologize for holding my cell phone closer than I do your hand, I apologize for when I became mad and stopped talking to you, cause I lowkey stopped talking to me, cause you are a reflection of me, and my silence is our silence and I love your moans too much to hear you quiet, I apologize, for eating the last of your snacks, punish me by simply having me eat you, I apologize, that I didn’t apologize when i first ***ed up, I apologize, when my best wasn’t enough, I apologize...that I didn’t find you sooner in life so you could avoid all the you went thru, but what I won’t apologize for, is simply, loving you
