Drowned

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life

I've fell into a black hole It seems to have no end Gasping for air it feels like a sinking ship Surrounded by water made of my sorrow Reliving the heartache over and over again Torture No way out Repetitive memories of how I got here Tripped, stumbled, and fell over my own stupidity Knocked down by the fact that I let you get to me Again Lungs filling up with the shame of letting you back in Suffocating I need to know why you did this too me I gave you another chance You said you love me Begging and pleading for me to take you back Yet here I am floating and alone The difference is this hole feels deeper These walls are shallow There is no light Not a flickering candle No sunshine in sight How will I ever find my way out Struggling to see Vision impaired Tears in my eyes Stuck and scared I've been screaming, calling, crying out to you Tell me why you pulled me back in just to turn around and do this bull**** again Gained my trust All while telling a lie It makes no sense What are you doing Please tell me why you keep on consuming All of my time, stealing my heart Then ripping it out and tearing it apart Is it simply because I let you Do you see me as weak Because I'm in love with a man who keeps hurting me I deserve to know Why you left me to die Held down by wasted years My body is getting tense It's almost time to let go Drowned by all the things I will never know