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It was never real
You all were never true
There was never a me
connected to you
Figment of my imagination
A physical, mental manifestation
you were never in my life
all the time, I'm erasing
You never existed
You were nothing more than a figment
A vision that I envisioned
A hologram that was just too realistic
A life-like 3 dimensional model
perception of something I foolishly believed
something so realistically unreal
much less than I thought you could be
Your potential and relevance faded
For you were just another misinterpretation
of what the truth would prove itself to be
And it is I that I'm left hating
A misunderstood understanding
Whether never understanding that you would be missed
a miscalculation leading to an unsolvable equation
How could you be such a riddle as this?
An invisible knife to the soul
an unseen shot to the heart
none of it ever happened love
no end, no middle, no start
an unintentional stain on my conscience
an unknown blemish on the epidermis of my being
much less than what met the eye
too bad I thought seeing was believing
an unnoticeable Trojan horse to my life's hard drive
a dream, turned into a nightmare over night
a night that had no day leading up to it
darkness overshadowing any possible light
Figment of my world
like my own personal ill-intended unseen hand
a stifling illusion, imaginary roadblock
a mirage atop the heat stricken sand
a complete and utter falsehood
a mistake among corrections
an inhumane humanoid drone
a bandit without detection
Figment of my world
loose thread of a disappearing fabric
fabrication of justification
something so surreal and tragic
a harsh trick played on my eyes by my mind
a quick glitch in the matrix of my universe
Here today, gone tomorrow, tumbleweed in the wind
beautiful figment, with illusionary worth
