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A few months ago I was very stressed and overwhelmed with everything and I wanted to give up.
I figured so easy to do that .
Something kept me from giving up.
When I thought my strength was close to weaken it actually got stronger by praying everyday and having faith.
I felt like everything was falling apart but it was preparing for something wonderful to happen.
They say when one door closes multiple doors opens.
When they everything happens for a reason it really does
I can speak from experience I was the experience.
I walked around with head held high like everything was okay but deep down it wasn’t.
I was fooling myself breaking myself down slowly stressed, depressed, skipping meals, loosing sleep, and loosing weight.
I had people thinking I was on drugs and getting beating , but only if they knew I was doing the beating and became the drug of my own medicine called stress and depress.
I always was the person people goes to for listening ear or a shoulder to cry on but really that’s what I needed.
I thought I need to be loved by someone to make me feel completed but I had to love myself before I started looking for love.
I never felt love before and I wanted to know what it was like.
Chasing a man desperately in love getting false hopes and there was signs but I was too blind to look passed that.
My goals and dreams never changed.
I knew what I wanted and who I wanted to become.
So, I fought all my battles I started believing in myself and making all the impossible possible.
My eyes got wider, my goals got higher , my strength got stronger, my stress disappeared, and all my blessings reappear
