October feelings

Goal driven. cash stackin. only subtracting when its necessary. can't beat em still won't join them. I am not a dependent nor a victim. I rather walk then ride in a vehicle with wishy washy human beings. surviving now but One day be comfortable. Right now they lookin down on me. Narrating my life Saying dumb mature Forget you s. It's tragedy that it has to be this way tho. The hurt got me in grind mode. Seeing unc breathless made me activated it. Momma still worrying about money got me more concentrated. God gave me confirmation better days near when he sprinkle brief rain while the sun was still out. Keeping my head up Doing my own thing. Because at the end of the day. Only person who gone hold my own. Is me.